I just want to sleep

I am having so much trouble sleeping. I have been having issues with sleeping through the night and waking up early. I am hoping this new regimen works and I can feel rested.

Our office is moving to another building next week. I have to pack up all the common areas. That's a lot of stuff. 

Living in a big girl's mind

Today I got caught in a rainstorm at work. Luckily I had some old clothes stashed under my desk (along with about 7 pairs of shoes.) Unluckily, the clothes I had under there were a pair of size12 dress pants and a couple of size large tee-shirts.

So I spent the first half of my day in my pretty and small clothes, a red size small tee shirt and a loose size 8 pink, orange and white skirt with white tights.

After the storm I was in the big clothes, the clothes that fit me less than a year ago. It was very eye opening.

I AM a small person huh? All I could think about was that the 12/Large clothes were something that was a goal to shrink into.

Imagine if I had 20+'s under there?

Wow.

Grumpybutt and other things

I am just so grumpy lately. I can't seem to help it. I am seeking help though soon. I can't seem to get everything in order when I need to and that in and of itself is an issue.

Not a winner

I am just having a week of not wins. I need a nap or something. And many band-aids.

156

I weighed 156 pounds this am.

I think I deserve a sticker.

Just sayin'

OPENING DAY TOMORROW

I am so wicked excited.

Size 8 Fat Cow

Yeah so I guess losing 80 pounds means nothing to some people.